That feeling where everything is up in the air, and there is one or two things that are so nerve-wracking that they make everything else make less sense, that feeling makes me so ill.
I need for the following week to go well, so I can be well, inside and out. mind body soul, I need everything to work in harmony. This week I just need for things to work out smoothly.
I have a loving family, a boyfriend who adores me, an apartment where I make food, take naps, and take hot showers. I have a job that will hopefully fill that void, the hole you have when you don't feel like the work you do is making a difference. I have my health. I would just like my brain to simmer down.
I have spent the past 6 weeks cranking out as much work as I can, and it has been one of the most challenging 6 weeks I have had in a couple of years. I made a whistle necklace, and I feel like wearing it when I am having "one-of-those-days", where you just want to sound the alarm for help, blow the whistle and the angels will come and whisk you off to safety.
This week I just need for everyone to be gentle, to hug me gently, and not squeeze. I just need to be handled with care.
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